Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a overcast weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden pain bloomed behind my one eye. Then came quick jolts, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically begin with intense pain behind a single eye that persists for several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Attacks usually start with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have chronic attacks, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the figure fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to many triggers, made things more intense. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize life around erratic attacks took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient healing texts propose unusual treatments for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by international medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery which delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the condition note this.
In 1998, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the attacks of some people.
But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are handled with acute treatment alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a